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Name: Kate
Country: United States
State: Washington
Metro: Seattle
Birthday: 12/7/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: reading, deviantART, the secret lives of nerds, cartooning, drawing and doodleing in general
Expertise: stuff i do with my hands, doodleing, pushing peoples buttons, mocking "emo" kids with happy families, knowing stuff at random of credulous acuracy, haveing pockets as full of random crap as my brain, and feeding pills to uncooperative animals.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
1/7/2005
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| I never knew what everybody meant
By endless, hopeless, bleak despair
Until one day when I found out
The first time I ever left my house
It saw me and followed me home
And stayed with me for my whole life
For years and years I wandered the earth
Condemned to a life of bleak despair
Then, one day, I looked around and found it had disappeared
Hopeless bleak despair
It was always there
And then, one day, it disappeared
In a puff of smoke
In an unceremonious way
One day, it disappeared
All I had ever wanted in my life
Was only to be free of it
It drove away my family
It made me lose my job
Whenever anybody saw it
They'd say "get out of here"
For years and years I wandered the earth
Sick of my life, looking forward to death
Then, one day, I looked around and found it had disappeared
Hopeless bleak despair
It was always there
And then, one day, it disappeared
In a puff of smoke
In an unceremonious way
One day, it disappeared
Hopeless bleak despair
Hopeless bleak despair
Hopeless bleak despair
For years and years I wandered the earth
Until I died and went to hell
But my despair had ascended to heaven
That's how I finally got rid of it
Hopeless bleak despair
It was always there
And then, one day, it disappeared
In a puff of smoke
In an unceremonious way
One day, it disappeared
Hopeless bleak despair
It was always there
And then, one day, it disappeared
In a puff of smoke
In an unceremonious way
One day, it disappeared
so, i put the webcomic back up, has enough updates to last a bit into november,
still i have the do something for halloween. (as it is on a tuesday)
besides that i need to get a job. *le sigh* before i collapse into a puddle of uneducated
mopey emo melted jello.
which would be lame.
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so weird dream.
best tell it here because a blog is the best
place to post rembleing nonsense thoughts that nobody is going to pay
much attention to.
so anyway i fell asleep thinking about the
people down at kennt station who seem to think i'm going to hell, and
that they seem to think stacy is going there too because she had failed
in leading me to the light of jesus, even though according to them one
must seek out jesus on ones own, so i did, i went to go talk to jesus,
he was playing ping pong but he said he could still listen. he looked
like how everyone expects jesus to look, hippie jew with a tan in a
white sheet and sandals, his halo was unremarkable in all respects just
a simple golden ring hovering slightly behind his head.
"jesus,
i dont get it," i said, "you were pretty cool and all you had some good
things to say, but like ghandi said your followers arent like you at
all," he rolled his eyes at this as he returend a serve on the
pingpong table, he's heard that joke a million times.
"well
kate, i really don't care if you're a christian or not, as long as you
recoegnise that its better to be a good person than a bad one" he said "and
if you don't like the my followeres don't listen to them. you should
listen to your gut anyway, if it says you'd like to be a christian by
all means do that, but if not thats ok too, people have to find their
own path." he said still playing ping pong as he talked to
me, the ball was a minature sun and it floated a little as it went back
and forth, not like a usual ping pong ball.
"i see, well thanks for the advice" i said, i could see he needed to focus on his game
"anytime"
as
i turned to leave i looked to see who he was playing ping pong against,
krishna? buddah? no. i turned and saw a brilliant swirl of color and
pasley the brilliance of a fractal and a childs finger painting swirled
like the nursury of stars, she was holding one ping pong paddle in many
possible arms at once, she grinned at me like the blast of a thousand
super novas, and returned jesus's serve.
it was Eris Discordia, and she was winning.
i left their game and awoke smileing.
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| | Your Famous Last Words Will Be: |  "What we know is not much. What we don't know is enormous." |
What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?
| pirated from stacy, because i'm a pirate like that
1. Last "person" you kissed?
Osmo
2. How do you flush the toilet in public?
with my foot
3. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
duh
4. Do you have a crush on someone?
you shut your mouth before you get your self hurt.
5. Name one thing that you start to get tense about if you are
close to running out of it:
pencil leads
6. What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble?
nichole kidman (mom says this)
7. What is your favorite pizza topping?
hawiian
8. Finish this sentence: What the fuck...
did you do to that toaster?
9. Do you pop/crack your knuckles?
never, little bubbles of nitrogen don't do it for me.
10. What song do you dislike?
the black eyed peas.
10.a the black eye'd peas arent a song there a...
what i say about you shut your mouth?
11. Did just mentioning that song make it get stuck in your head?
*lalalalala* i cant hear you cow town COW TOWN GODAMNIT!!
12. What are your super powers?
i can fly, and locate books in a library.
13. Peppermint or spearmint?
wintergreen.
14. Where are your car keys?
i dont have a car
14a. what kind of loser dosen't have a car?
ones with bikes and home made knives.
15. Who[se] answers to this questionnaire do you want to hear?
don't care really, (hi mom! *waves*)
16. What's your most annoying habit?
being wrong
17. Where did you last go on vacation?
Tonasket
18. If you could punch one person in the nose and get away with it, who would it be?
Markie
19. What is your best physical feature?
my legs
20. What CD is closest to you right now?
Cavalia soud track
21. What 3 things can always be found in your refrigerator?
Milk, >30 diffrent condements
22. What superstition do you believe/practice?
hanging a horse skull over your door way will scare off neighbors.
23. Do you talk on your cell phone when you drive?
never
24. What are your favorite sayings?
your mom's a water retention pond
25. Who was the last person you talked to?
Mom (in person) Stacy (online)
26. When is your birthday?
december 7th
27. What song(s) do you sing most often in the shower?
cow town
28. If you could go back or forward in time would you and where would you go?
oh fuck no, messing with the fabric of space time just for kicks? no no no!
29. What is your favorite Harrison Ford movie?
who?
30. What CD is in your stereo?
i dont have a sterio, my new room dose not have room for it in the book case*shakefist*
31. What OCD qualities do you have?
petting people's hair.
32. How many kids do you plan on having?
2
33. If you could kiss anyone famous who would it be?
Jack -fucking- Sparrow xD
34. Would you really want to kiss someone you didn't know?
dude, do you not understand? its Jack Sparrow!
34a. dosent he have like syphillus?
you cant get syphillus by kissing a pirate, i'd have to be a bit more than that.
34b. and isint he fictional?
you didnt specify theyhad to be real for all we know i could have picked the weasly twins
34c. yes they are cute
indeed
35. What do you do when no one is watching?
yell at the dogs, post on me blogs
36. If they made a movie about your life, what actor/actress would play you?
damn that would be boreing. nichole kidman.
37. Would you rather die in a blaze of glory or peacefully in your sleep?
blaze of glory at the age of 130
38. What candy, from when you were a kid, do you miss the most?
Warheads.
39. What is your favorite movie?
the triplets of bellevelle
40. What favorite band have seen in concert?
Flogging molly 
41. Have you ever been in love?
the technical answer would be no.
41a. oh come on what wass all the defensive answers before all about then?
you shutting up.
42. Do you talk to yourself?
no
42a are you aware thats a lie?
yeah kinda
42b did you just not want to admit it to your self?
yeah, i dont like to think the lonelyness got to me
42c oh buck up you twice damned emo
*sniff*
43. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the face of the earth?
yes, oh yesss.
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| | You Should Own a Husky |  Athletic, free-spirited, and perfect for cuddling |
What Kind of Dog Should You Have?ok so not much going on, i've been drawing and im done with the commishions i took from DA but i'll need stacy's scanner if im ever going to get them up. msn is borking like a mad thing so i've been useing trillian for the time being *le sigh* dinner with dad tonight, mom has insisted that i get a job so i'll need my social security number fom him i guess. mom wants me to work for the democrats and i guess its a nobnle enough cause. in other news im on a quest to re-read the entire contents of my book case and have begun with reading all my harry potter books, this has of course spawned some devoius ideas for some kind of costume party, but i dont know how many people would be interested in dressing up as dumbledore's army. i know i would, things i'll need for it though would be some kind of skirt (and not the classic short school girl uniform skirt, i havent the figure for it)  i was thinking a feild hockey skirt like this one and of course the tie and sweatervest if ican wrangle it, it will be awesome. | | |
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